Notes to Self

There are many ways to react to a situation, and many ways to reply.

The same message can be conveyed by different methods.

Things that I have done well today.

I was taking a nap, it's dinner time, Sherry came and knocked at my door persistently and started crying for me.

I went out, gave them both a kiss and fed sherry, so I think I did well in this aspect )

Things that I could have done better

Dont be so fierce or so impatient to Sherry, Didi, Nani and GM

Ultimately Sherry and Didi is learning how to talk from me.

Maybe I should have reacted differently.

So sherry threw a fit in the living room, asking for papa and woke didi up.

I was in a flare and scolded her and beat her.

maybe i should have reacted differently. she was just asking for me. maybe i should have carried her and calm her down. instead i went out in a fierce mode and scolded her and beat her.

sorry sherry, papa love:)

but i did make amends with her and brought her out for movie and bought her a water bottle.

i will take a deep breath and react differently - in a positive way ! :)

When I grow up still need you la !

Today before nap time :

Sherry : papa , when I grow up, become as big as you, i can sleep by myself already.

Papa : ok

Sherry : repeats herself, when I grow up, I can sleep by myself already.

Papa : ok good girl, papa sleep with you as long as you want ok.

Sherry : when i grow up, I still need you la

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