Suddenly, i realise that i've been such a monster. a terrible, screaming monster to my 2 kids.
today, i failed badly, i flared up badly, i lost control, and god, i hate myself for it.
in the biggest picture, they are just kids, 4 and 2 years old.
sherry is always whingy, being a girl, but she loves her daddy the most. today, i'm the worst daddy ever. i threw away 1 of her things in front of her.
whatever overcame me, i do not know.
i feel extremely bad, and i apologised to her immediately. and what made it worst is that sherry forgave me immediately. like immediately, no bad blood. she loves me unconditionally. i should do the same, i must do the same.
